sweat_inblood's Journal

9:54pm: finally.
i think i have finally come up with my reason of why i want to get tatts so bad. not for the soul purpose of having tattoos at all, but for the reminders and things that i can be reminded of so easily that is marked on my body to always practice. mind you that the only kind of tatts i am going to get are spiritual tatts. another reason being that i want people to ask what they mean and i can try to share the love of God and explain why i have the tattoos of spiritual meaning. i guess thats what i accomplished.

in other news, i havent updated in forever. school started, im a senior. im fricken stoked to go to college already. the hardest class im taking is FOLKLORE yes folklore, fairytales, and myths, and legends and folktales and yea. maybe econ will be hard to i dunno. me and monica are absolutely great.♥ i miss ham being so far away in murrieta. other than that and stuff life is absolutely fantastic. also my walk with God is only getting better.

Live True XXX(praying for you harrison long)
God bless.

1:07pm: water polo
dang summer is going great. been just helping out everywhere and yea i dunno. magic mountain was great on monday and tuesday. i still need to record the rest of our songs on ltf's demo. like really bad i do, but i dont know what up with that. anywho, im getting tan, buff, and getting closer with God, with the help of this book i am reading which is more than amazing titled... Waking the Dead... By: John Eldrege. fricken amazing.
amy morrison rules.
i miss berf, mark, and all the kids i use to hang out with at downey, but i guess that can be life sometimes, huh.
why did You die for us? sick and twisted our lives once were until You came and showed Your face, we dont deserve your grace, Jesus Christ You are the way the one truth You are and always will be the light, You are the light, You are the only way, You will always be my light, the light shines through the darkenss and the darkness shall never overcome it*, Your light shines in our darkness, lord take our pains away. (Pain-by Liberate the Fallen). God is great and God is good, unexplainable, in fact because i cant think of just one word to describe i am forced to make one up.... scrumtrulescent. check us out
http://www.myspace.com/liberatethefallen
*John Chapter 1 verse 5
monica is absolutely great, i love her. i fricken love my friends and family. i hope andie is safe in europe. and yasser is safe in florida. and that niall wont think so will be so bad, hopefully some great things will happen. (if you went on X great things would be comin your way, haha)
my deoderant smells fricken good.
i know this has been some random stuff to post, but i just realized like a retard that this is a live journal, like as if you were writing in a journal but only its online and live hah ay yi yi yi
as harrison long would say =), LIVE TRUE XXX
off to polo

8:00pm: WOOOT WOOOT WOOT!
the last time i updated this thing was april 10th. yea. Jesus rocks. we have a 3 song demo out. and a full EP coming out soon once i finish recording. check it out! and ADD US. http://www.myspace.com/liberatethefallen


-love and grace, Agent Smith

6:38pm: first time updating since i dont know when and its not even an update haha
A- Age you got your first kiss: 13

B - Band listening to right now: through the eyes of the dead

C - Crush:monica lorraine.

D - Dad's name: dave

E - Easiest person to talk to:gudy

F - Favorite bands at the moment: living sacrifice, bury your dead, nfg, first blood

G - Gummy worms or gummy bears? Sour Gummy worms

H - Hometown: Downey

I - Instruments: bass, a little guitar & drums, and vocals

J - Junior High: east

K - Kids: have too many.

L - Longest car ride ever: here to somewhere in the mideast

M - Mom's name: karen

N - Nicknames: smitty, smitdawg, trevo, trev(my intended name)

O - One wish: for everyone to have better morals and live up to them including myself

P - Phobia[s]: spiders

Q - Quote: "In this world Elwood, my mother use to only call me Elwood, you must be oh so smart, or oh so pleasant. Well for years i was smart but I recommend pleasant." -Jimmy Stewart

R - Reason to smile: friends, God, family

S - Song: the outsiders

T - Time you woke up [today]: 8:27

U - Unknown fact about me: ive been diseases 4 times with differnt things

V - Vegetable you hate: im a veggie and i dont like that many vegetables haha

W - Worst habit(s): not doing chores?

X - X-rays you've had: legs, fingers, knees, chest

Y - Yummy food: pizza!

Z - Zodiac Sign: i dunno even know what this is but ill bet you im a taurus cause i look like one

5:09pm: danng good week. i go to warren now and i like it alot except for my physcis teacher that fools a jerk. im on swim and its probably one of the best things thats ever happened to me. its hard workout, gets you tan, and most importantly you get to be in a speedo. but there are somethings that i miss from downey, block schedule tutorial and the very small amount of friends i had there. but yea warren is good monica is another thing that has been really great in my life.<3. hanging out with yassdawg, andizzle, and thereesdawg(?) is really good times or whoever else is there. this is pretty much a pointless entry other than to say i love monica, i go to warren, im on swim, i love my friends and new friends that i am getting, and i have english with karlo 3rd period with mr. catalano goodtimes.

8:50pm: looky looky!!!!!
01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. colour eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your livejournal/myspace/xanga and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?

8:16pm: tomorrow i want to have lots of waynes world moments of synchronized headbanging to things and lots of fun. not that i wouldnt have fun anyways but headbanging like crazy right now sounds fricken fun as frick. i hope everyone had a good christmas. God Bless

12:38am: whats your favorite color and why?
if you were going to die right now, if there was a reason to what would you want to die for?
two random questions that have been on my head. not literally but in my brain.

3:54pm: anathematize school.
dang school has been so exhausting.
^that is my only complaint or bad thing that has been going on it school so sweet.

good things...
got my new golf clubs...liberate the fallen is back and running stronger than ever, and karlo comes back very soon...my room is clean...church life is going fricken good to.

wow i have an amazing sweet kinda gross story. i picked up spots poop today for the first time in 3 days. I am most convinced that he has major pooping bowel problems of over excessive amount of poopage. mind you that spot doesnt want to get his paws cold and wet in the morning when we let him out to go to the bathroom so he just goes on the sidewalk in the backyard. so i started picking up the poop and putting it in the bucket and fricken a time passes~~~~~~~~.....~~~~~~about 30 min later i am done picking up spots crap. then i proceed to pick up the bucket and take it to the trashcan. i arrive to the trashcan and just about to pour the bag along withthe poop in the trashcan as i was holding onto the handle of the bucket, when suddenly the buckethandle brakes. luckily i moved my hand out of the way in time to dodge the falling crap. yes, all the 10-12 pounds of spots crap was on the ground once again. i am not exaggerating the amount of poop that spot made me put in the bucket it was at least 10lbs. that has been my day after school so far. i thought i should share and try to write as long as possible entry as i ever have. hopefully i succeeded.

4:03pm: i am no longer sick. i still have lots of make up work. karlo comes back soon. we have a new place to practice(thanks danny and josh..<3). songs are being dumped but remade into better songs =). it is cold outside. i really like x-mas time, its fricken relaxing to the max for me at least. i got a B+ on my last trig test, so frick yes frick. i got a 98 Ford Ranger, and its alot of fun. watched a fricken grip of movies this past thanksgiving weekend. ice age, zoolander, kate and leopold, young frankenstein, elf, school of rock....i think thats all. with monica =). my grandparents from missouri came down for 2 days after thanksgiving day and chilled at my casa, always good to see them. yea. AAARRIBBAA!!! hahaha<3333

For messing with my friends
you will pay
you will be tormented
forever night and day
the pain
will be unrelented
you were the one
who chose to walk away
you are the father of lies
and of pain
you've wrecked so many lives
I'm sure you're proud of your filth
I won't bust you my Father will
you will be thrown in the flames
I have been freed
from the death grip
you can't take me
down to your grace
you've had your hands
ripped from my neck

5:01pm: im not updating for sympathy, but just to let people know if they were wondering, where'd trevor go? that i have been really sick lately and have got asthma and bronchitis thats turning into pnemonia! hopefully not to the max.=/.whats its life! gotta take it as it goes. well take care everyone. <3

4:11pm: new logo

 

 

Die for His sake, and gain Life.

 

<3

( Liberate the Fallen Logo! )

9:20pm: boo to everyone who is sick. get well so everyone else gets well. get it? im pretty sure school is making me go insane. i only go out on wednesdays and the weekends the rest of the week im whaling away at hizomework. found out somehting funny today or actually the other day. get a sickers bar, eat the snickers dont rip the wrapper. get a blue sharpie, connect the N and I to make and M....then connect the open space in the letter C to make it an O. totally awsome and hilarious. not really i guess. blahh whatever.

12:17pm: well
dang. well ya know. mhm. uhhhh. i dont know ive got nothin to say. im failing trig. i think my life will be over soon. probably my last week to live until school ends, cause progress reports come out this coming week. i wish i wouldve never grown up, i wish that i was still a smaller asian boy than i already am. im sorry for the idiot ive been. the animosity cd is G. same with the new it dies today, great. liberate the fallen writing new material even tho we havent even recorded. go guns of nazareth..best downey band ive ever heard. rock on.

PEEL BACK DA FLESH AND EXPOSE MY VEINS, MY BLOOD RUNS THICK AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE haha good times.

9:15pm: holy frick
well yea. jawsome. morphenominal. put other sweet words like those 2 i have so far ^ ^ . as in bodacious. or something you know? there is no point. as in all my other entires. God Bless.

4:59pm: yea
well yea. this are goin good. i cant wait for karlo to get back!!!!!! not just for ltf, but just cause that fool is my hommie!! dang yea i dont know anymore. there is so much to crhistianity its impossible to keep up with it, but i love the challenge, and the prize at the end. yea, so i dont know. im on the golf team, i have a girlfriend!, im trying to make my days more of my thoughts about God..and just spending time with him even at school. i dont expect many comments cause this was a pointless entry. haha <3

10:10pm: ( good times )

11:54pm: holy frick
holy frick. well i miss ltf. i wanna start that mother up again. flippen flip. fricken frick. yea i dont know. i havent updated in awhile. so again this is pointless. like how many poele will comment. its pointless. but kinda fun i guess at the same time. life is good. not looking foward to school whatsoever. i dotn even really know my classes, alls i know is that its not gonna be fun. yea. uhhhhhhhhhh..... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... well monica is lots of fun.gangster in fact. <3 =). <333

i miss my sister. shes been gone for i think 2 weeks now or somewhere around there. ever since captain joe kato skirvey lost his genitiles, he has calmed down to the max. if you lost your balls would you still be flippen wild and crazy? alright maybe you would. but if you were a cat? ah hah....well if you still said yes, you have problems with your gender, maybe a gender change would be needed. o wait, but if you did then you wouldnt have balls anymore and you would be a girl. man this is so pointless goodnight.

1:14am: well, its pretty late i guess you could say. im bored. life is grrreat. i miss some old times, but they have been traded off with the good times. good i know it didnt make any sense. i wanna have a scatergories/boardgame night, anyone else down? yea o well its pathetic but boardgames are fun. yea monicuh<3 is fricken bodaciously excellent <3 shes a babe haha(i just watched bill and teds excellent adventure!). crush evil

my sister is moving tomorrow out of the house she is going to college. frick its gonna be lonely as a mother frick. i have to take care of captain joe kato skirvey(her cat) while she is gone, if anyone wants to help take care of this death cat, then just comment saying you wanna help. yea so im gonna be sad, shes fricken awsome, like really. yea so uhh still crush evil

11:46pm: crap
i saw napoleon dynamite again. it was funny as the first. dang im fricken tired.ham spent the weekend at my house sorta, his great g-ma passed away so his parents and other such relatives that usuallytake care of him weren there so my house it was. it was fun. life is wierd. spiritual warfare and such things are fricken intense but fun sort of at the same time. but thats preparing for my after life. life at he moment is confusing.yea.